Tinderbox of Secrets

The mind is a Tinderbox of secrets. Only powerful fakirs can unlock its mysteries.
Fakirs, Holy Men.I'm finding my life today alone. In this changing world beguiling. Well I'm not sure what to say, I'm finding my life today... I was taking a long sleep, an ode to my last blog, being idle. I felt an earthquake, there was no earthquake today, but I did and it was real. I was dancing in my shadow. I was riding through a different state of mind. No one can perceive the state I'm in, it's like the living world is blind. I simply believe it was a sign, time to pound the pavement, vacation's over. Simple as that, everyone thinks I've lost my head, not having a job for such a long period of time. I've nothing to worry about, I don't complain about the food I'm eating, or the weather.I'll be fine if you give me a minute because everybody's got a limit. I know I can't get a life if my heart's not in it. Well the reality provided is in eternal clash with my soul, it's unsettling. I wished to leave this world in an untimely manner, I cared not about my friends for I will meet them in another world. Be advised, I have had that second sight, where you see the other part of you through the looking glass, down the rabbit hole, in another land. Seeing that person behind the dream, the real heart of you, lover you've forgotten coming back to you. The void in you that causes pain in your chest when you miss someone or if something is missing, that longing will be gone. I'd like to be there, it seemed more relaxing and less daunting.
You know, a friend has told me, that scientists still to this very day could not find an area in your brains whose duty is the observant. The one that observes and knows where to direct you to the answer of your question.Your mind IS a Tinderbox of secrets, enter all new spiritual experiences with respect. Never underestimate it's power nor question the decision it makes.I believe the mind and the emotion is a one way highway, the mind disagrees the emotion rattles. Ignore the emotion, then it will turn the negative energy into the body, resulting in diseases most commonly, cancer.Minds forever changing what you began, do not battle with your mind.Be good to yourself, be good to your heartReach out in life and reach out in death. Love with your heart and love will be your requiem