One really, really, really depressing night my mind blurted out something that might be the first sign of insanity. It said:
"Life is a great, big misunderstanding, thus a mind is a good thing to waste"
Who's to blame?? Huh? I sometimes think where does this temporary insanity comes from and I have no idea. Though heredity is partial to blame, I think it depends on the carrier whether he/she wants to break the chain or not. But goddamit blood IS thicker than water. I find myself void in the head at times, yea, yea like an airhead, exactly. Because it's nice to have nothing in your head, peaceful, like instant meditation. Sure that means I'd just space out in the middle of a project at work, sometimes even riding my bike. Most of the time it happens when I've lost interest in my surroundings, this could be a symptom of ADD.
Well...woop-dee-fucking-do, what's the big idea behind mental illnesses? I feel BAD for people who don't have any mental illnesses, really.
And let me quote Chrissy, "That means your normal! Eeewwwwwwwww!!!!"
So the moral of me yapping this pointless paragraph is... Go ahead, make my day. Drive me to the fucking wall, drive me bull snortin' mad, I'm ready to go insane. Life IS a great, big misunderstanding after all.
1 comment:
hey you know how a lot of really genius philosophers seemed insane? or may be that's in my head... i dunno... i think you are wikked smart and should not waste your genius! (i said what?)
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